Well, the reaction to this suggests that I should either:

1 - completely ignore wrong done to me;

2 - or involve myself with men.

I have a marked disinclination to both, to be honest.

Besides, I don't know if this is about men and women - it is largely about power.

I feel angry about what has happened to me recently because I now have no control over the sitution. Fvcking followed by rejection is fine; daily reminders of it are maddening, but the real rub is the lack of control of previous behaviour.

In sum, b1tches behave like b1tches - this is in their nature. They can no more help this than pron stars fucking, footballers footballing, or politicians politiking - it is what they are.

The anger is anger about my OWN response. I wonder how long it lasts? Naturally, this manifests it a very real desire to verbally attack the creature who prompted the irksome behaviour.

It is really very complicated having a cock.